Thursday, September 11, 2008
wtf sia.. i'm enjoying my freaking self at the engineering leadership camp and i got curious about my exam results.. like they said, curiousity killed the cat.. fucking cibai sia.. i saw that none of my results were indicating that i deserve to be in poly (other than my best subject, engine drawing.. lmaofao..).. how am i to break this distasteful news to my parents? haizz.. i think its time i stopped schooling sia.. instead of making full use of my time in school, i end up skipping lectures and tutorials, dancing my time away or spending to much time with my cca, be it participating in camps or my loyal involvement with cheerleading.. haizz.. what am i to do? if my dad doesn't find out about my failure, i'll be damn lucky.. but you all know that's impossible with a dad like mine.. i'll be compared with my elder cousins like abang firdaus or even abang adam (he may be slow but he slowly escalated himself up the ladder of education).. haizz.. how now? i also don't know.. all i can hope for is that with the guidance of my newfound friends, i may be able to scrape through just enough to make it to pass my supplimentary papers.. wahlao, i've never felt this low since sofia's incident.. haizz.. i really hope that i can make it.. i really do.. may god assist me in achieving this goal of mine.. amen.. haizz.. i think i've written about just enough for now.. just needed to let it all out.. kk.. i think i'll TRY to be myself troughout the final hours of this camp.. i don't want to end up wasting my time here.. kk people, its ciaoster for now..
