Saturday, September 20, 2008
aiyoh.. it would have been much better if i had not done my math supp paper sia.. it surely looks as if i had not done it as i only did several questions in section a throughout the entire paper.. this definitely proves that one needs to prepare for his exams, especially if he is in poly (poly's exams are not based on ones smartness in the outside world aka common sense, but how one masters his textbooks and lecture notes).. haiz.. at least now i'm sure that i have to retake my eng math 1 and ckt 1 modules, when most of my classmates proceed on to maximise their knowledge span of the mentioned subjects.. haizz. i really pity shailesh sia.. i can see that he's really putting in the effort, eventhough he actually is struggling.. he may be struggling, but one can never see it as he always puts a bold front and constantly boasts a cheery disposition.. i really hope he manages to overcome this obstacle before him.. let my failure pose as a lesson to all of you out there reading this.. remember this and remember this well, falling down is painful, getting up is also painful but if you have a goal to reach for or a glimmer of the bright future you could obtain, this pain would actually drive you to move on irregardless of the amount of pain you are experiencing.. i have acknowledged my goal and with that in mind, i take this fall as a lesson and a remembrace of the mistakes i had made in the past.. life could never be complete if it lacked it's 'roller coaster ride' complex.. sometimes there are peak periods, but there is also it's 'down time'.. i realized that its how one carries on from these events that determines his success, or failure, in the future.. kk, people i got to relax now as i want to plan my next few steps in life.. so for now, ciaosters..