Thursday, September 25, 2008
woooooooooohoooooooooo.. best sia working at the paddock.. well not yet, actually.. as a matter of fact, we were just trying it out.. and finally got my supervisor post given to me.. i'll be in-charge of the vip's buffet line during the f1 aka buffet supervisor lah.. hehehe.. its damn fun but also freaking tiring doing my line.. i have to make sure everything is in tiptop condition, make sure all the food never run out, make sure there is enough cutleries and many more.. hahaha.. well, imagine this.. if i have such a hard but important role in this event, what would happen if i suddenly decide not to come?? or what if my dad suddenly freaks out and changes his mind aboutletting me go?? what would happen then?? we''ll have to find out won't we.. hehehe.. just kidding people.. i wouldn't forgive myself if i don't turn up for any 1 of the days sia.. god bless farah's dad if things actually screw up.. i really pity him sia.. with his name on the line and all, he is the 1 that will lose the most if things were to screw up, on his half that is.. i really hope nothing happens sia.. amen.. btw, i've got to sleep now.. want to make sure that i have enough sleep so that i'll be able to perform tomorrow.. ciaosters..
hola people.. i'm actually feeling great right now.. want to know why?? well, there are actually 2 things that have occured that had escalated my regular feelings.. well, for starters, yesterday was the 4th year anniversary for me and sofia (IF ONLY THINGS HAD GONE WELL!! YAARGH!!).. i believe one should actually be sad about something like that, but not me.. i actually feel good that i'm no longer obsessed with her (i guess i've found another 1 to share my emotions with.. hehehe..).. another thing that makes me feel elated now is actually the fact that i went to hilton earlier and went to test out my SUPERVISOR uniform.. amazing right?? SSUUPPEERRVVIISSOORR!! little old me!! fwooh, what could extinguish this raging excitement burning within me, i really don't know.. haizz.. now, i'm too happy to end this entry, eventhough i've got nothing else to say.. hahaha.. i think its best i leave now before i start spouting rubbish.. ciaosters people..
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
alamak.. to think that i was so excited to be serving the vvips during the f1.. i juz found out today that i would be working under raymond (fyi, i hate him).. imagine this, you love working, but you are going to be working under the person you hate.. how?? another misfortune is that i have this hot and beautiful girl that wants to work with me, but unfortunately she was not selected as her particulars were submitted after the submission date was closed.. hard luck, eh?? at least i managed to snag a date with her after the f1 event.. wish me luck, ya?? btw, i finally got the opportunity to visit and survey the pit building (my job venue) and it was freaking amazing.. hilton actually bought new silverware (wmf cutleries) specifically for the event.. fwooh, the site was breathtaking.. to think that singapore can actually manage to come up with its own racetrack and bother buildings to support it, is quite amazing.. haiz.. i'm kind of wiped out right now, so ciaoster..
(p.s. if i find my missing cable, i'll upload all the pictures that are supposed to be uploaded)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
aiyoh.. it would have been much better if i had not done my math supp paper sia.. it surely looks as if i had not done it as i only did several questions in section a throughout the entire paper.. this definitely proves that one needs to prepare for his exams, especially if he is in poly (poly's exams are not based on ones smartness in the outside world aka common sense, but how one masters his textbooks and lecture notes).. haiz.. at least now i'm sure that i have to retake my eng math 1 and ckt 1 modules, when most of my classmates proceed on to maximise their knowledge span of the mentioned subjects.. haizz. i really pity shailesh sia.. i can see that he's really putting in the effort, eventhough he actually is struggling.. he may be struggling, but one can never see it as he always puts a bold front and constantly boasts a cheery disposition.. i really hope he manages to overcome this obstacle before him.. let my failure pose as a lesson to all of you out there reading this.. remember this and remember this well, falling down is painful, getting up is also painful but if you have a goal to reach for or a glimmer of the bright future you could obtain, this pain would actually drive you to move on irregardless of the amount of pain you are experiencing.. i have acknowledged my goal and with that in mind, i take this fall as a lesson and a remembrace of the mistakes i had made in the past.. life could never be complete if it lacked it's 'roller coaster ride' complex.. sometimes there are peak periods, but there is also it's 'down time'.. i realized that its how one carries on from these events that determines his success, or failure, in the future.. kk, people i got to relax now as i want to plan my next few steps in life.. so for now, ciaosters..
Friday, September 19, 2008
hahaha.. wtf.. i juz found out that my supplementary paper for ckt was yesterday and for engineering mathematics, its today!! now that school is no longer a regularity in my daily life, i tend to forget the minute details that would occasionally be 'snowballed' into something much worse than i anticipated it to be.. haizz.. now, my guardians believe the reason for my forgetfulness is the fact that i am working at hilton for the f1 event.. its like as if you're labelling a perfectly good and rare opportunity to work at such event as destructive towards my education.. haiz.. i can't believe it sia.. kk, now i have to have a last minute teeny-weeny revision for my paper.. to all you people out there doing your supp papers, i wish you all the best.. kk, ciaosters..
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ahhhh.. finally, i feel much better now.. well, today i had an amazing day sia.. spent my morning sleeping (feels really great if you're sick or feeling unwell).. i then woke up at 11am because i have to proceed to hilton hotel (yes, again) for my f1 briefing.. the great thing was i sparkled in the eyes of the managers (as usual) AND, AND, AND, i found out i would be serving the vvip's (very very important people) during the event.. what could be more amazing?? oh yeah, after that i was forced to rush over to masjid kassim as our mosque had a special
majlis iftar (ceremony of breaking fast).. the special guests were dr. yaacob ibrahim, several other mp's and even singapore's very own
mufti (some sort of islamic leader).. haiz.. i really had an amazing and invigorating day today sia.. fwooh.. it would all had been more fun if more of you were actually able to join me during the
majlis iftar.. but, it's cool, there's always next time, right.. kk people, i need my sleep now to recharge my batteries for tomorrow.. ciaosters..
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
hi.. once again i seek your forgiveness for my long silence.. i have not been feeling quite good recently, maybe due to the leadership camp, i really don't know.. but even if it was due to the camp, it does'nt change my feelings about it at all.. it was fun.. in fact it was way too fun for me to describe it in words.. haizz.. i really hate it when you make so many friends in a camp and when the camp ends, its the end of the relationship.. its like wtf right?? why can't they like continue being friends?? hahaha.. hmm.. i think its kind of useless to write with my head still throbbing, not that its giving me any good ideas or anyting.. aiyo, how my head spins.. kk people sorry for the short entry but my head can't take it no more.. high time to rest.. ciaosters..
Thursday, September 11, 2008
wtf sia.. i'm enjoying my freaking self at the engineering leadership camp and i got curious about my exam results.. like they said, curiousity killed the cat.. fucking cibai sia.. i saw that none of my results were indicating that i deserve to be in poly (other than my best subject, engine drawing.. lmaofao..).. how am i to break this distasteful news to my parents? haizz.. i think its time i stopped schooling sia.. instead of making full use of my time in school, i end up skipping lectures and tutorials, dancing my time away or spending to much time with my cca, be it participating in camps or my loyal involvement with cheerleading.. haizz.. what am i to do? if my dad doesn't find out about my failure, i'll be damn lucky.. but you all know that's impossible with a dad like mine.. i'll be compared with my elder cousins like abang firdaus or even abang adam (he may be slow but he slowly escalated himself up the ladder of education).. haizz.. how now? i also don't know.. all i can hope for is that with the guidance of my newfound friends, i may be able to scrape through just enough to make it to pass my supplimentary papers.. wahlao, i've never felt this low since sofia's incident.. haizz.. i really hope that i can make it.. i really do.. may god assist me in achieving this goal of mine.. amen.. haizz.. i think i've written about just enough for now.. just needed to let it all out.. kk.. i think i'll TRY to be myself troughout the final hours of this camp.. i don't want to end up wasting my time here.. kk people, its ciaoster for now..
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
woohoo.. today, i was finally permitted to attend the engineering leadership camp conducted by esc (engineering studies club).. i may be fasting but i am sure that i would be my usual self, meaning that you would still see me jumping around, 'disturbing' the other people there.. hahaha.. the only difference now is that you won't see me holding a water bottle while i'm doing my nonsense.. hahaha.. i crack myself up, i seriously do.. but come on, what kind of camp would it be if i just learned to sit in a quiet spot silently (like during my tpRAWKS camp last year).. you'd all think i'm either sick or i have gynaephobia.. hahaha.. but seriously, i remember the look on jessy-bessy's face when i declared i wasn't contracting that rare deformity of nature.. i may have lost out during most of the camp's events due to my 'sickness', but i sure as hell had a lot of fun.. haiz, reminiscing on the good old days sure is fun but unfortunately it all has to come to an end as i revert back to present times.. which also reminds me, i have a camp today at three in the afternoon.. meaning i have very little time to pack.. so ciao people..
Sunday, September 7, 2008
purple, purple.. all this while i thought you were a good kid.. not influenced by the people surrounding you, but unfortunately for me, i juz found out today you smoke, and have been for the past year.. seriously, i don't blame you or detest it as i understand your situation.. being surrounded by smokers and being the only one that doesn't give in to the web of addiction spun by the nicotine, i understand that the pressure must have been overwhelming.. haiz.. now that i know you smoke, i'm actually kind of okay with your choice of picking up the habit.. but please, for my sake, don't proceed on to worst habits.. the old people used to say it all starts with lying, then it escalates to smoking, then stealing, then so on and so forth.. hope you see the importance of concern as i took you as if you were my own brother..haizz.. got to ciao now, have to prepare to go
terawih and break fast at mosque.. so ciao people..
Friday, September 5, 2008
fuck sia.. the usualls.. the usualls.. the usualls.. that's all i'm going to be blogging about today.. what does it take to be a part of the usualls?? a student of tp?? an engineering student?? what?! i seriously don't know.. i even brought up my intentions of partaking in their regular activity but,
kapoot!! two days ago, i asked leon to call me if the usualls had any outing cum event but wtf.. i read on their blogs their continuous banter of the events proceedings.. maybe i'm selfish to talk like this.. but is it selfish to want to belong to something or someone?? i don't think so.. every being in this world surely needs to feel he or she belongs to a particulsr person or group, for example.. haizz.. if any of you, who's reading this now, happen to be a part of the usualls, i hope you understand what i'm saying.. eventhough i'm fasting and not able to fully participate in your activities, i'd be glad to just be present during your gathering as you are all a wonderful and intriguing bunch to be with.. hahaha.. haiz.. time for
sahur again people.. ciaosters..
Thursday, September 4, 2008
haiz.. sorry people.. i'm really sorry yar.. i know its fasting month but unfortunately, i'm not fasting.. i BELIEVE i'm not fit enough this past three days.. but today i feel different, as a matter of fact, i feel great!! i think today will be the day i start fasting instead of three days ago (sorry purple, for breaking my promise to fast with you).. unfortunately, i not only missed three days of fasting, i also missed my cheerleading camp.. damn.. what a wonderful experience it would have been.. training with magnum force would obviously have been good for someone like me (damn, i'm sure their girls are hot.. damn).. nvm, there's always a next time.. i think maybe i should be eating my
sahur (pre-dawn meal) instead of writing now.. kk, i got to go now.. time to eat is about to end soon.. ciao..
