Tuesday, December 9, 2008
hello people.. hahaha.. sorry for my bloody long absence.. i began hating bloggin thanks to a few rats who just can't stop putting people down.. screw them.. i'm actually here this time to tell you that i have created a new blog.. it is actually very similar to the one you are looking at.. only difference is that is privatised.. and those of you who intend to keep track with what's going on in my life, do message me via handphone or e-mail.. then i will officially invite you to my new blog.. hehehe.. kk peopl, i got to go now.. ciaosters yar..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
phew.. i'm damn lucky the day is over sia.. so many relative's houses have been visited today that i have practically lost count of how many i've been to.. though it may just occur once a year, i feel as if i've been doing it the whola year sia.. and strangely, this particular hari raya does not have that
'oomph' that it usually has.. i'm not really sure what it is, but i definitely know that something is missing.. maybe its due to my recent loss of a beloved relative.. maybe my recent failure.. i don't know.. i really don't know.. the funny thing is, when i expressed my concern regarding it to my parents and grandparents, they said the same thing.. it was only my grandfather that said that maybe my
ibadah for the month of ramadhan was not sufficient for me to feel the blessings of this much celebrated occation.. maybe its true.. maybe not.. everyone knows that God is most forgiving.. for all i know, he's forgiven all of my past sins and allowed me to start anew this year.. who knows?? well, i for one know that i don't know.. hahaha.. rubbish sia.. tell you all what, i'll postpone my re-enactments of my f1 event to tomorrow as i am feeling pretty bushed tonight.. futhermore, i definitely need my rest as i will be continuing my visiting tomorrow.. so, for now, ciaosters..
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! hahaha.. finally its here.. no more having to starve myself to death, now i can stuff my face whenever and wherever i want to.. bwahaha.. though that may be cool and all, i still feel extremely sad as i had not been able to achieve my goal of fasting at least 25 days.. instead, i only managed to fast 5 days!! sorry purple, i tried, really tried.. but it appears that i'm not ready yet.. shit, my mums making a whole lot of noise, as i'm playing the laptop instead of getting ready to go visiting.. if u all happen to be free, do come over to my house one of these days.. oh, and one more thing, i'll tell you about f1 tomorrow, okay?? ciaosters..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
woooooooooohoooooooooo.. best sia working at the paddock.. well not yet, actually.. as a matter of fact, we were just trying it out.. and finally got my supervisor post given to me.. i'll be in-charge of the vip's buffet line during the f1 aka buffet supervisor lah.. hehehe.. its damn fun but also freaking tiring doing my line.. i have to make sure everything is in tiptop condition, make sure all the food never run out, make sure there is enough cutleries and many more.. hahaha.. well, imagine this.. if i have such a hard but important role in this event, what would happen if i suddenly decide not to come?? or what if my dad suddenly freaks out and changes his mind aboutletting me go?? what would happen then?? we''ll have to find out won't we.. hehehe.. just kidding people.. i wouldn't forgive myself if i don't turn up for any 1 of the days sia.. god bless farah's dad if things actually screw up.. i really pity him sia.. with his name on the line and all, he is the 1 that will lose the most if things were to screw up, on his half that is.. i really hope nothing happens sia.. amen.. btw, i've got to sleep now.. want to make sure that i have enough sleep so that i'll be able to perform tomorrow.. ciaosters..
hola people.. i'm actually feeling great right now.. want to know why?? well, there are actually 2 things that have occured that had escalated my regular feelings.. well, for starters, yesterday was the 4th year anniversary for me and sofia (IF ONLY THINGS HAD GONE WELL!! YAARGH!!).. i believe one should actually be sad about something like that, but not me.. i actually feel good that i'm no longer obsessed with her (i guess i've found another 1 to share my emotions with.. hehehe..).. another thing that makes me feel elated now is actually the fact that i went to hilton earlier and went to test out my SUPERVISOR uniform.. amazing right?? SSUUPPEERRVVIISSOORR!! little old me!! fwooh, what could extinguish this raging excitement burning within me, i really don't know.. haizz.. now, i'm too happy to end this entry, eventhough i've got nothing else to say.. hahaha.. i think its best i leave now before i start spouting rubbish.. ciaosters people..
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
alamak.. to think that i was so excited to be serving the vvips during the f1.. i juz found out today that i would be working under raymond (fyi, i hate him).. imagine this, you love working, but you are going to be working under the person you hate.. how?? another misfortune is that i have this hot and beautiful girl that wants to work with me, but unfortunately she was not selected as her particulars were submitted after the submission date was closed.. hard luck, eh?? at least i managed to snag a date with her after the f1 event.. wish me luck, ya?? btw, i finally got the opportunity to visit and survey the pit building (my job venue) and it was freaking amazing.. hilton actually bought new silverware (wmf cutleries) specifically for the event.. fwooh, the site was breathtaking.. to think that singapore can actually manage to come up with its own racetrack and bother buildings to support it, is quite amazing.. haiz.. i'm kind of wiped out right now, so ciaoster..
(p.s. if i find my missing cable, i'll upload all the pictures that are supposed to be uploaded)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
aiyoh.. it would have been much better if i had not done my math supp paper sia.. it surely looks as if i had not done it as i only did several questions in section a throughout the entire paper.. this definitely proves that one needs to prepare for his exams, especially if he is in poly (poly's exams are not based on ones smartness in the outside world aka common sense, but how one masters his textbooks and lecture notes).. haiz.. at least now i'm sure that i have to retake my eng math 1 and ckt 1 modules, when most of my classmates proceed on to maximise their knowledge span of the mentioned subjects.. haizz. i really pity shailesh sia.. i can see that he's really putting in the effort, eventhough he actually is struggling.. he may be struggling, but one can never see it as he always puts a bold front and constantly boasts a cheery disposition.. i really hope he manages to overcome this obstacle before him.. let my failure pose as a lesson to all of you out there reading this.. remember this and remember this well, falling down is painful, getting up is also painful but if you have a goal to reach for or a glimmer of the bright future you could obtain, this pain would actually drive you to move on irregardless of the amount of pain you are experiencing.. i have acknowledged my goal and with that in mind, i take this fall as a lesson and a remembrace of the mistakes i had made in the past.. life could never be complete if it lacked it's 'roller coaster ride' complex.. sometimes there are peak periods, but there is also it's 'down time'.. i realized that its how one carries on from these events that determines his success, or failure, in the future.. kk, people i got to relax now as i want to plan my next few steps in life.. so for now, ciaosters..
